Chatting with Daisy #2
This is a follow-up to the previous post. This was me flow-writing on the computer. Took 1½ hours of frantic typing, resulting in six A4 pages. :)
20 March 2006
Can you feel the seasons change?
When the days are longer, it's easier for everyone. The energies are lighter and more flexible. We're heading toward brighter times.
Brighter times as in what we were talking about last time, or literally brighter/lighter?
Both, but I was thinking about the light. Spring is coming, the sun gets warmer. Now is when you want to go outside.
It's still cold and horrible outside. It's much nicer indoors.
Heat-wise, yes. Not energy-wise. The world is waking up from it's winter slumber. That's always delightful.
How come you got angry and bit me earlier?
I wasn't angry.
Why did you bite me, then?
It was a test. Plus it was getting a bit warm and uncomfortable.
Couldn't you just have jumped down instead of scratching me?
Then it wouldn't have been a test.
Why were you testing me?
I'm trying to see if you're beginning to understand what I was talking about or not.
How did I do?
You're learning. You're not there yet, but you're beginning to learn.
Have I got far to go?
We'll have to wait and see.
Is that why our paths have crossed? Was that what you meant when you were talking to the girl at the course I attended? When you said you were here to teach me about love?
To put it simple, yes, but it's so much more than that. You have to learn to give and take in love, but never to forget the connection with the True Source. If you love yourself you also love All, and not until then can you in truth love another person.
But should you love someone even if they hurt you?
Yes. Don't get me wrong, a situation where you're badly treated is not to acceptable and you should get away from it. No human has the right to treat another person bad. Everyone is equally worth. I think that's said a lot among you, that everyone is equal, but no one believes it in truth. You can SAY you do, but you really think, deep within, that there's still a difference between you. Believe me, you're not. Everyone is of the same essence. If everyone is of the same essence, how can you then be worth different to someone else? It doesn't add up. If everyone's a diamond, who is most valuable?
There are different qualities and sizes of diamonds.
Yes, but they're all still diamonds.
Still different prices...
You know what I mean.
Yes, I'm sorry. If everyone's made of the same material, we can't be worth different from each other.
Exactly. A human who treats others bad is just unaware of his/her own value, and other's. They are still worth the same for the True Source in the end. Everyone's here for a reason. It can be that the purpose is unpleasant, but there are things one must learn in life. That's why we're here.
The meaning of life? To learn?
To find love. Or maybe rather to learn to regain contact with it.
Why do you think so many humans are looking for the meaning of life?
They wouldn't need to if they realised who they were and their value. Their and everyone else's. A bug isn't worth more than a snail, a snail isn't worth more than a dog, and a dog is not worth more than an elephant or a human or a dolphin or a cat. Everyone is of equal value. If we like each other or not is another matter. You don't HAVE TO like or get on with everyone. I think that would be a bit boring. What you should remember, however, is that you should love them anyway. Regardless of faults and flaws that's still what's important. Back to the True Source!
What about animal testing? They make me cry with anger, and they make me so sad.
Don't you think WE'RE sad? We might not cry tears like you, but we're still crying. All our brothers and sisters who are tortured to no use. It's almost as if humans think that the key to what they're so desparately seeking is to find with us. Okay, sure, it is, but not like that. You can't find the answer by tormenting us or by experimenting with us. It's not as if the key to All is hidden within our physical bodies. That's not how it works. Only by loving us and one another can you find the Source of All. Then, and only then, can you find the answer.
I've thought a lot of what you said about humans trying to destroy everything that is to do with All, to take over themselves. It seems... so logical. It explains a lot.
It sounds like a simple explanations, but that's how it is. Something's happened along the way that has made the world order change and caused disharmony.
Do you know what this was?
Energies changed. The energy flow. It's not for me to reveal how it happened and why, but it did, and it spread. Humans were those who were taking care of the earth, but the caretaking grew to misuse. It's nothing to worry about why, it's not for us to know. What we need to do is to make sure the order is restored.
Why isn't it for us to know? Aren't we a part of All and have a right to know?
A part of you knows precisely how and why. It's up to you to find the answer. It's something you need to come to a conclusion by yourself, and nothing I am to tell you, because then you won't learn.
It still sounds as if someone's ruling over us and our actions by what you're saying?
No one knows how things develop. Everything is a part of the great weave we call life. You're in charge of your own destiny all the time through the decisions you make. Every decision made is like a crossroads. One decision takes you one way, a different decision takes you another way, and you can never go back and select the other one. A choice is a choice. Sometimes we regret it, and sometimes we're happy with it, but it's still the road that will take us forward that we've chosen, even if it's not the answer we would like.
Is there a way to know which way one should go?
No, because no matter which road you choose, you're choosing the right one, the one that will lead to your development. You chose one road when you moved to England. Because you chose that way, your life will develop according to that. Had you chosen to remain in Sweden, it would've developed in a different way. No, I can't tell you what it would've looked like then. It would've been different, I know that much. I don't know the path you're meant to walk, because it's your decision on how to get there. I'm here to help you take those decisions that are the best for All.
Are you saying I'm important, somehow?
Everyone's important. Don't let your material, human side take over your thinking now. You can be egotistical in another life. Didn't I say that everyone's value is equal? Everyone has their purpose to fulfill. Yours is as important as anyone else's. Some are messengers, some are advisors or helpers or teachers. Some are all of those. What you are is up to you.
Could I be all of them?
You could be whatever you want to be. You're the only one setting up limits.
Isn't society putting up limits for us sometimes, though?
Aren't you a part of society?
Yeah, but there's not a lot I can change, sadly.
Don't think that. Don't underestimate the ability of the individual. You can change the world by changing yourself. That's where you have to start if you want a change to happen. Start with yourself and waves will spread out, and you'll see what happens. You have your purpose to fulfill. There's a reason that you are here and now, just like me and just like everyone else. Everyone else didn't cross my path, and that's why they did cross. I'm helping you. It's my purpose.
Can you not tell me what my task is? I feel so lost, a lot of the time. I know I have things to do, that are important, but I don't know quite how to get there, but I feel it's more important than what I'm doing now. I'm not happy with my work. Not the work that gives me a paycheck to pay for food and bills, anyway!
I know you don't, and I know you're thinking a lot about your purpose. Rest assured with the knowledge that your purpose is higher than the material plane. A lot of people have a higher purpose. In a way, you can say that ALL humans have it, but now I meant a purpose to raise the level of consciousness for everyone. I think you call it Lightbringer or something like that. It's a good word. There are many of you and you'll be even more. You're not having an easy time right now, but you have to continue without giving up. Even if you're constantly struggling against the current, you have to continue. That's why you're here. You've taken that task upon you since before you were born. Everyone who is alive is influencing someone elses's life. Some have the task to reach out and touch a few people's lives; others have the chance and possibility to touch many, many more.
Hitler and others touched a whole lot of people, but that wasn't exactly brilliant, was it?
(Long pause) Everything is a part of the Karma of the people of Earth. It was a low tide mark, but it was a turning point. The world could've potentially have looked even worse than it does now. Terrible things happened during those times, but it was something the world had to suffer through.
Like purgatory? No pain, no gain?
"Fire is cleansing", if that's what you mean?
Yes, that's what I mean.
Humanity isn't pure/clean but after such events, things can't start going anything but better. It was a turning point. It can't get worse, only better.
How do we prevent things like that from happening again? There are those denying the Holocaust ever happened!
Fear and ignorance. They will realise it later , but by then they will already be dead, and have trouble changing opinion. It's something they have to go through now. They have things to learn from it. Humanity is developing and now the development is going forward. We'll have made a breakthrough soon, but there's still some left to break through. It will be difficult, but it will be worth it in the end.
Utopia?
If it's for the best of All.
Do you think we will ever achieve it?
It's your task to see to it that it happens. You and all other Lightbringers.
Speaking of which... this whole Reiki business...
You're not motivated to work with it at the moment, because there are other things you should do at the moment, and that are more important for you right now. You can't do everything all at once. Everything must take the time it takes, and you can't speed it up or rush anything, because then it's not like it should be. When the time is right, the True Source will once again flow through you.
Is the True Source and Reiki the same thing?
Everything is energy. Reiki is the energy of life, and is a part of the True Source. Isn't it more than fair to say that it's flowing through you?
But the True Source, as far as I've understood it, is a sort of feeling of unlimited love? Reiki is a healing energy?
How little you really know, and how much you have to learn. Everything is related. You seem to need to be reminded of this quite often, it seems..
Thank you.
My pleasure.
Have you always been a cat, or are you just one in this life?
No, it’s one of my favourite shapes. You get to see a lot when you’re a cat. I’ve been a lion and a baboon as well. I was a mouse once.
Have you ever been a dog?
Dogs smell. (Long, reluctant pause) Yes, I have. It was worth the experience, but I prefer to be a cat. Don’t you remember me?
What do you mean, have we known each other when you were a dog?
Yes, it was many years ago now, but sure, you were there. We learned a lot from each other back then.
Have you ever been an elephant?
(A lot of thought seems to go into this answer) Elephants are big. I have the greatest respect for them. I respect all animals, but elephants have so great advice and answers to things.
It's my power animal.
I know. I talk to them.
But there are no elephants here?
No, not that you can see, but they're here. Around you. Not all the time, but they come sometimes when you need it. Just like your other helpers, your guides.
Are you one of them? One of my guides?
I am the guide who has chosen to follow you in physical form. You have a bit of a problem with them when they're in spirit form, and since someone has to put you in touch with that world, you have to try and reach you in a way that is possible. It’s not a coincidence you like cats.
Are you saying someone INFLUENCED me to like cats?!
You like animals, right? You happen to have chosen cats. Do you remember why you happened to chose cats?
Uh, no, I’ve been wondering about that. Maybe because you’re so lovely? Then there’s that thing about witches and cats... and besides, all animals are nice, of course.
Very funny. You have had problems with us before, as you might recall? You're forgiven, by the way. There was a reason to why you managed to got rid of your problem.
What, so it wasn't me who cured myself from the allergy? Was it someone who decided to just let it disappear when I realised why I was allergic? Is that why I can't get rid of my other allergies?
No, you did it. You were willing to realise that you had done something wrong and had been punished for it. You were ready to let go of it and move on. The greatest thing you did was forgiving yourself. That you asked us for forgiveness was something that could be felt in your whole aura. It changed you.
And what about Bastet?
She is the spiritual ambassador of cats, in a way. You asked her for forgiveness as well. It was a selfless action. You were ready to put everything behind you, and therefore, you could. You're not quite ready for the others yet. It is not the time. It will come later, I hope. That you were freed of your self-imposed karmic punishment opened an opportunity for the spirit world to reach you. I'm the bridge between you and those you need to listen to. That's why I'm here with you and not your parents. They would've taken good care of me, and I have already taught them things that they had forgotten. They weren't my main mission in this life. You have realised it too, even if it's subconsciously, because you brought me here. I can't say that I thought the journey was very pleasant, and everything I had to go through to get here, but I'm glad I did, because without me being here to guide you, you wouldn't be able to listed as well as you do now. Everything has a purpose. You have always looked for alternative ways to things. You've tried talking to them directly, but you're holding yourself back. You're not ready to speak to them directly. That you were interested in animal communication and that you then finally got your act together and started talking to me about other things than how I am (I'm fine, by the way)... it's what was needed. It's been a while since we last spoke, but you needed time to think and digest what we were talking about then. Sometimes you've wanted to talk with me, but haven't worked up the courage. I hope that we after this can take less time until next time. We have loads of work to do!
We're still young...?
Yes, but the clock's ticking.
There nothing that frightens me so much as the thought that you will die one day.
I know, and I know it makes you feel bad. Don't forget I will always be with you. If it's meant to be, I will return to you. Maybe not in as good-looking form as this one, but you will still recognise me and know it's me. We work together as long as we can, and if this body runs out, I can take a new one so we can continue. That you're finding it easy and meaningful to talk with us is a first step. If that's what we have to do to get through to you, then that's what we'll do, until you can find the direct connection.
Does that mean I will stop talking with animals then?
No, on the contrary, but you will be able to understand our world as well as the spiritual a lot better then, and help others find the True Source.
Is the True Source the same as Moksha/Nirvana?
If that is how you want to put it, then yes. Every time you die, you get there. That doesn’t mean you stop being reborn, unless you decide so yourself. That’s where humans are wrong, at least partially.
There is so much more I would like to talk to you about, but I’m afraid I have to go to bed now. I’m tired.
So am I, but I am fine up here. I might come and join you later, I think. We can talk later. I bid you a good night.
Sleep well, my friend. I love you.
You don’t have to say it. I can feel it. Sleep well.
20 March 2006
Can you feel the seasons change?
When the days are longer, it's easier for everyone. The energies are lighter and more flexible. We're heading toward brighter times.
Brighter times as in what we were talking about last time, or literally brighter/lighter?
Both, but I was thinking about the light. Spring is coming, the sun gets warmer. Now is when you want to go outside.
It's still cold and horrible outside. It's much nicer indoors.
Heat-wise, yes. Not energy-wise. The world is waking up from it's winter slumber. That's always delightful.
How come you got angry and bit me earlier?
I wasn't angry.
Why did you bite me, then?
It was a test. Plus it was getting a bit warm and uncomfortable.
Couldn't you just have jumped down instead of scratching me?
Then it wouldn't have been a test.
Why were you testing me?
I'm trying to see if you're beginning to understand what I was talking about or not.
How did I do?
You're learning. You're not there yet, but you're beginning to learn.
Have I got far to go?
We'll have to wait and see.
Is that why our paths have crossed? Was that what you meant when you were talking to the girl at the course I attended? When you said you were here to teach me about love?
To put it simple, yes, but it's so much more than that. You have to learn to give and take in love, but never to forget the connection with the True Source. If you love yourself you also love All, and not until then can you in truth love another person.
But should you love someone even if they hurt you?
Yes. Don't get me wrong, a situation where you're badly treated is not to acceptable and you should get away from it. No human has the right to treat another person bad. Everyone is equally worth. I think that's said a lot among you, that everyone is equal, but no one believes it in truth. You can SAY you do, but you really think, deep within, that there's still a difference between you. Believe me, you're not. Everyone is of the same essence. If everyone is of the same essence, how can you then be worth different to someone else? It doesn't add up. If everyone's a diamond, who is most valuable?
There are different qualities and sizes of diamonds.
Yes, but they're all still diamonds.
Still different prices...
You know what I mean.
Yes, I'm sorry. If everyone's made of the same material, we can't be worth different from each other.
Exactly. A human who treats others bad is just unaware of his/her own value, and other's. They are still worth the same for the True Source in the end. Everyone's here for a reason. It can be that the purpose is unpleasant, but there are things one must learn in life. That's why we're here.
The meaning of life? To learn?
To find love. Or maybe rather to learn to regain contact with it.
Why do you think so many humans are looking for the meaning of life?
They wouldn't need to if they realised who they were and their value. Their and everyone else's. A bug isn't worth more than a snail, a snail isn't worth more than a dog, and a dog is not worth more than an elephant or a human or a dolphin or a cat. Everyone is of equal value. If we like each other or not is another matter. You don't HAVE TO like or get on with everyone. I think that would be a bit boring. What you should remember, however, is that you should love them anyway. Regardless of faults and flaws that's still what's important. Back to the True Source!
What about animal testing? They make me cry with anger, and they make me so sad.
Don't you think WE'RE sad? We might not cry tears like you, but we're still crying. All our brothers and sisters who are tortured to no use. It's almost as if humans think that the key to what they're so desparately seeking is to find with us. Okay, sure, it is, but not like that. You can't find the answer by tormenting us or by experimenting with us. It's not as if the key to All is hidden within our physical bodies. That's not how it works. Only by loving us and one another can you find the Source of All. Then, and only then, can you find the answer.
I've thought a lot of what you said about humans trying to destroy everything that is to do with All, to take over themselves. It seems... so logical. It explains a lot.
It sounds like a simple explanations, but that's how it is. Something's happened along the way that has made the world order change and caused disharmony.
Do you know what this was?
Energies changed. The energy flow. It's not for me to reveal how it happened and why, but it did, and it spread. Humans were those who were taking care of the earth, but the caretaking grew to misuse. It's nothing to worry about why, it's not for us to know. What we need to do is to make sure the order is restored.
Why isn't it for us to know? Aren't we a part of All and have a right to know?
A part of you knows precisely how and why. It's up to you to find the answer. It's something you need to come to a conclusion by yourself, and nothing I am to tell you, because then you won't learn.
It still sounds as if someone's ruling over us and our actions by what you're saying?
No one knows how things develop. Everything is a part of the great weave we call life. You're in charge of your own destiny all the time through the decisions you make. Every decision made is like a crossroads. One decision takes you one way, a different decision takes you another way, and you can never go back and select the other one. A choice is a choice. Sometimes we regret it, and sometimes we're happy with it, but it's still the road that will take us forward that we've chosen, even if it's not the answer we would like.
Is there a way to know which way one should go?
No, because no matter which road you choose, you're choosing the right one, the one that will lead to your development. You chose one road when you moved to England. Because you chose that way, your life will develop according to that. Had you chosen to remain in Sweden, it would've developed in a different way. No, I can't tell you what it would've looked like then. It would've been different, I know that much. I don't know the path you're meant to walk, because it's your decision on how to get there. I'm here to help you take those decisions that are the best for All.
Are you saying I'm important, somehow?
Everyone's important. Don't let your material, human side take over your thinking now. You can be egotistical in another life. Didn't I say that everyone's value is equal? Everyone has their purpose to fulfill. Yours is as important as anyone else's. Some are messengers, some are advisors or helpers or teachers. Some are all of those. What you are is up to you.
Could I be all of them?
You could be whatever you want to be. You're the only one setting up limits.
Isn't society putting up limits for us sometimes, though?
Aren't you a part of society?
Yeah, but there's not a lot I can change, sadly.
Don't think that. Don't underestimate the ability of the individual. You can change the world by changing yourself. That's where you have to start if you want a change to happen. Start with yourself and waves will spread out, and you'll see what happens. You have your purpose to fulfill. There's a reason that you are here and now, just like me and just like everyone else. Everyone else didn't cross my path, and that's why they did cross. I'm helping you. It's my purpose.
Can you not tell me what my task is? I feel so lost, a lot of the time. I know I have things to do, that are important, but I don't know quite how to get there, but I feel it's more important than what I'm doing now. I'm not happy with my work. Not the work that gives me a paycheck to pay for food and bills, anyway!
I know you don't, and I know you're thinking a lot about your purpose. Rest assured with the knowledge that your purpose is higher than the material plane. A lot of people have a higher purpose. In a way, you can say that ALL humans have it, but now I meant a purpose to raise the level of consciousness for everyone. I think you call it Lightbringer or something like that. It's a good word. There are many of you and you'll be even more. You're not having an easy time right now, but you have to continue without giving up. Even if you're constantly struggling against the current, you have to continue. That's why you're here. You've taken that task upon you since before you were born. Everyone who is alive is influencing someone elses's life. Some have the task to reach out and touch a few people's lives; others have the chance and possibility to touch many, many more.
Hitler and others touched a whole lot of people, but that wasn't exactly brilliant, was it?
(Long pause) Everything is a part of the Karma of the people of Earth. It was a low tide mark, but it was a turning point. The world could've potentially have looked even worse than it does now. Terrible things happened during those times, but it was something the world had to suffer through.
Like purgatory? No pain, no gain?
"Fire is cleansing", if that's what you mean?
Yes, that's what I mean.
Humanity isn't pure/clean but after such events, things can't start going anything but better. It was a turning point. It can't get worse, only better.
How do we prevent things like that from happening again? There are those denying the Holocaust ever happened!
Fear and ignorance. They will realise it later , but by then they will already be dead, and have trouble changing opinion. It's something they have to go through now. They have things to learn from it. Humanity is developing and now the development is going forward. We'll have made a breakthrough soon, but there's still some left to break through. It will be difficult, but it will be worth it in the end.
Utopia?
If it's for the best of All.
Do you think we will ever achieve it?
It's your task to see to it that it happens. You and all other Lightbringers.
Speaking of which... this whole Reiki business...
You're not motivated to work with it at the moment, because there are other things you should do at the moment, and that are more important for you right now. You can't do everything all at once. Everything must take the time it takes, and you can't speed it up or rush anything, because then it's not like it should be. When the time is right, the True Source will once again flow through you.
Is the True Source and Reiki the same thing?
Everything is energy. Reiki is the energy of life, and is a part of the True Source. Isn't it more than fair to say that it's flowing through you?
But the True Source, as far as I've understood it, is a sort of feeling of unlimited love? Reiki is a healing energy?
How little you really know, and how much you have to learn. Everything is related. You seem to need to be reminded of this quite often, it seems..
Thank you.
My pleasure.
Have you always been a cat, or are you just one in this life?
No, it’s one of my favourite shapes. You get to see a lot when you’re a cat. I’ve been a lion and a baboon as well. I was a mouse once.
Have you ever been a dog?
Dogs smell. (Long, reluctant pause) Yes, I have. It was worth the experience, but I prefer to be a cat. Don’t you remember me?
What do you mean, have we known each other when you were a dog?
Yes, it was many years ago now, but sure, you were there. We learned a lot from each other back then.
Have you ever been an elephant?
(A lot of thought seems to go into this answer) Elephants are big. I have the greatest respect for them. I respect all animals, but elephants have so great advice and answers to things.
It's my power animal.
I know. I talk to them.
But there are no elephants here?
No, not that you can see, but they're here. Around you. Not all the time, but they come sometimes when you need it. Just like your other helpers, your guides.
Are you one of them? One of my guides?
I am the guide who has chosen to follow you in physical form. You have a bit of a problem with them when they're in spirit form, and since someone has to put you in touch with that world, you have to try and reach you in a way that is possible. It’s not a coincidence you like cats.
Are you saying someone INFLUENCED me to like cats?!
You like animals, right? You happen to have chosen cats. Do you remember why you happened to chose cats?
Uh, no, I’ve been wondering about that. Maybe because you’re so lovely? Then there’s that thing about witches and cats... and besides, all animals are nice, of course.
Very funny. You have had problems with us before, as you might recall? You're forgiven, by the way. There was a reason to why you managed to got rid of your problem.
What, so it wasn't me who cured myself from the allergy? Was it someone who decided to just let it disappear when I realised why I was allergic? Is that why I can't get rid of my other allergies?
No, you did it. You were willing to realise that you had done something wrong and had been punished for it. You were ready to let go of it and move on. The greatest thing you did was forgiving yourself. That you asked us for forgiveness was something that could be felt in your whole aura. It changed you.
And what about Bastet?
She is the spiritual ambassador of cats, in a way. You asked her for forgiveness as well. It was a selfless action. You were ready to put everything behind you, and therefore, you could. You're not quite ready for the others yet. It is not the time. It will come later, I hope. That you were freed of your self-imposed karmic punishment opened an opportunity for the spirit world to reach you. I'm the bridge between you and those you need to listen to. That's why I'm here with you and not your parents. They would've taken good care of me, and I have already taught them things that they had forgotten. They weren't my main mission in this life. You have realised it too, even if it's subconsciously, because you brought me here. I can't say that I thought the journey was very pleasant, and everything I had to go through to get here, but I'm glad I did, because without me being here to guide you, you wouldn't be able to listed as well as you do now. Everything has a purpose. You have always looked for alternative ways to things. You've tried talking to them directly, but you're holding yourself back. You're not ready to speak to them directly. That you were interested in animal communication and that you then finally got your act together and started talking to me about other things than how I am (I'm fine, by the way)... it's what was needed. It's been a while since we last spoke, but you needed time to think and digest what we were talking about then. Sometimes you've wanted to talk with me, but haven't worked up the courage. I hope that we after this can take less time until next time. We have loads of work to do!
We're still young...?
Yes, but the clock's ticking.
There nothing that frightens me so much as the thought that you will die one day.
I know, and I know it makes you feel bad. Don't forget I will always be with you. If it's meant to be, I will return to you. Maybe not in as good-looking form as this one, but you will still recognise me and know it's me. We work together as long as we can, and if this body runs out, I can take a new one so we can continue. That you're finding it easy and meaningful to talk with us is a first step. If that's what we have to do to get through to you, then that's what we'll do, until you can find the direct connection.
Does that mean I will stop talking with animals then?
No, on the contrary, but you will be able to understand our world as well as the spiritual a lot better then, and help others find the True Source.
Is the True Source the same as Moksha/Nirvana?
If that is how you want to put it, then yes. Every time you die, you get there. That doesn’t mean you stop being reborn, unless you decide so yourself. That’s where humans are wrong, at least partially.
There is so much more I would like to talk to you about, but I’m afraid I have to go to bed now. I’m tired.
So am I, but I am fine up here. I might come and join you later, I think. We can talk later. I bid you a good night.
Sleep well, my friend. I love you.
You don’t have to say it. I can feel it. Sleep well.
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